whatever.

attempting to gain control over my life

is turning out pretty okay.  i didn’t realize how nice it would be.

i should’ve done this a long time ago.

blah.

that’s all.

wow.

i’m really gonna miss you.

i just need to make sure.

if i start to notice that i need you and
if i start to realize that i’m expecting things from you
i might a) back off or b) start to really like you.

i’m risking it.

what’s the point

in making a decision every year to do something different?
if you hate it that much, you should change it the day it bothers you.
right?

i make new day’s resolutions.  they are more fun.

so.

i’ve been doing some thinking.
some talking it over with friends.
and i’ve realized.

some things i thought i knew
and the kind of person i thought i was:
it’s not true.

i’ll explain soon, i promise.  i’m just ever so confused right now.

i don’t know what i want.

so please don’t ask me.

jesus knows me;

this i love.

i’ve come to a conclusion.

i change my mind more than tiger woods changes lovers.